Saturday, June 23, 2007 5:44 AM

I kept myself busy today.


I attended my Mandarin Chinese class under Mr. Randy Dilla for the first time and it was really bedazzling. Hearing my prof speak the language in an incredibly unthinkable fluent way stirs in me the desire to learn the language as much as I possibly could. It may not be as easy as it appears to be at the start but I guess with much passion and persistence to learn, nothing will ever be impossible. That’s the spirit! ; )


I went out with my friends and killed our 3hr break, I actively participated in all the group activities that we had, I chit-chatted with everyone I knew without any hesitation (just for a change) and left no chance of swerving my mind into thinking of him.


Well don’t get me wrong. I’m not turning away from anything nor am I doing this because I hold a grudge on him. It’s just that.. I don’t want to be that harsh on myself. I had to detach myself from him little by little to do away from accumulating so much stress from our current situation. And besides, I still have a life to live on my own. A life I still need to enjoy even when he’s not by my side.


Then again, life’s full of surprises. And the best of life would just hit you in a way you least expected.


I’ve received a message from him! Who would’ve thought it could possibly happen amidst his gravely hectic sched?! And could you just imagine how crazy I got upon figuring that the message I got was actually from him?!


Haha! Only God knows! ; )