Aw gawd.. These pimples are killing me.. Why does my sebaceous glands have to be this active when I'm actually nearing my grad pictorial?! Garsh! It really sucks! The worst timing ever! And with that, I had to take extra care of my face plus a variety of beauty regimens just to get that ever flawless skin I've always wanted.. I bet none of us would want to experience looking back at her grad pic full of profound humiliation and regret.. Guess that would be really awful.. :( I mean.. It's my moment.. It's my time.. So I have to look my best.. Be as dazzlingly beautiful as I possibly could.. ; )

In a few months from now.. I'm finally leaving college life.. I'm finally leaving St.Paul.. =) thumbs up! No more GA's to attend to which I have not been able to attend even once.. haha.. No more sportsfest hassles to overcome.. Woohoo! Well in my case, I never did enjoy the sportsfest that we actually get to have in school every year.. For one, it's compulsory.. We are forced moreso obliged to join any sporting event though we aren't really willing to play in one. Or if not, you still have to join either the cheering squad or the pep squad.. It's definitely much of a burder on our part.. I'm only speaking for my course though.. I'm not knowledgeable as to how the other courses go about and employ this said extra-curricular activity.. Anyways, going on.. I never took part nor represented my course in the basketball events during my stay in school. As some of you may know, I had already been able to establish the roots so as my foundations in my basketball career.. ahem.. ahem.. "basketball career tlga e noh.. wahaha!" I had already been able to play in different leagues.. I even played for a major league for girls.. the female counterpart of the famous NCAA (National Collegiate Athletic Association), the WNCAA.. I know myself.. I perfectly know my strengths, capabilities.. so as my limitations.. I could give them a good game but I just decided not to get involved. Why?! Personally, I should say, I just lost the INTEREST. I hate the manner they get their players and how my course enforces their authority to oblige us from being a part of the activity. They're really unruly.. Outrageous! Preposterous! I'd give you one.. The officers claim they won't sign your clearances if you won't join them. My God! Grow up!!! As if we're still elementary!!! Argh! They've perfectfly sucked out every single piece of zest and will that actually embodies my being. All that's left is LETHARGY and APATHY.

Frankly speaking.. I enjoy more seating on the patron side and watching the ATENEO BLUE EAGLES play their hearts out.. No, I'm not part of the ATENEAN community.. Not just yet 'coz I'm still taking my LAW there.. But I feel for them more than for my own alma mater. They didn't force me to do so.. Nor did they oblige me to pledge full allegiance to them. It's just the power of my will that dictates and draws me close to where my heart apparently belongs.

So don't you dare underestimate the power of the HEART nor the power of the WILL!