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Wednesday, March 18, 2009 2:08 PM
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Haaay.. It's already my graduation tom yet I don't feel any single relief in my heart.. Thus, I'm even more DISMAYED, APPALLED and DEPRESSED.. How would I be able to savor the fruits of every hardship that I was able to perfectly overcome when the person I've directed all my efforts to is already gone?! Now I don't find any essence nor significance in all these that I had been going through.. I feel EMPTY.. ALONE.. and LIFELESS.. Indeed, everything's USELESS.. All my life, I've dedicated every single thing that I do for the greater glory of my dad.. And when I do, all the love, recognition and acceptance that I get from him is immensely priceless.. It makes this empty being WHOLE. It makes living in this world WORTHWHILE.. Thus, that's the only purpose that this life had always served.. Now you guys know, how grave it is repressing all these emotions that are starting to kill the best of me.. Tell me, HOW COULD I BE HAPPY? I love you PAPA! I miss you so much! Wish you could have been with me on this special day.. This is all for you! Hope you are proud of your first born! I've made all your dreams and well wishes a reality!
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