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Friday, September 17, 2010 8:54 AM
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I have every single reason to be devastated with how my life is goin' right now but this just makes me feel otherwise. I wish I never would've waken up from this really peculiar dream I just enjoyed last night. Absurd, odd or whatever you may wanna call it but somehow it made me realize the realm of my dreams is still worth going to bed for.
I seriously got no idea how this even came up. I never thought of this particular person before bouncing to sleep and i'm not even subconsciously thinking about him so why the heck?! Still i'm perfectly glad he played an awesome part in my dream. So just to quench your inquisitive thirst, i'm now gonna go unveil who this blind item is. The guy that just popped out of nowhere in my dream was the fuckin' hot blood-sucking, heart-pounding, nerve-wracking, brain-whacking vampire DAMON SALVATORE!!! This is insane! Haha! Well I know I am but in a real preposterous way. I perfectly regret how I seem to just fail in everything that I get myself into. With relationships to be exact but this just won me over. In my dream he played as my significant half and i was just effin' lucky than I could ever get or imagine! I seriously think we got to play the scene of Katherine and him on the Salvatore's doin' their thing only that my scene was freakin' better. Bwahahahahah! WE WERE EFFIN' IN LOVE!!! <3333 I'll leave every detail for you to just imagine. *evil grin*  Labels: brat9girl, damon salvatore, dream, ian somerhalder, jc alzaga
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Saturday, June 5, 2010 8:57 PM
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Amongst all the Japanese Superheroes sharing the limelight on my childhood years, in the likes of, Machine Man, Maskman (Maskuman), Bioman, Turbo man, Ultraman, Magmaman, Jiban and Shaider, this superhero has garnered the biggest portion of my heart. And I never knew that till today when i happen to come across it on YouTube. Now I'm all caught up. Watchin' every single episode from start to finish. Gaaaawd! I miss my childhood years! Labels: brat9girl, jc alzaga, mask rider black
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Saturday, November 28, 2009 10:55 PM
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Just a while ago, the family received an SMS from one of my uncles in Pampanga. We got surprised to have read that his father, an extended Lolo, had already passed. And this just brought the whole family in such deafening sorrow. Undeniably, losing someone that of high significance in the family would really hurt much. I can't help but linger and reminisce those early childhood days of my life when I had the chance to enjoy his company. Back in those days, we used to go and visit the province on weekends. The perfect way to kill ennui and monotony that the city just relentlessly brings. Guess time flown really fast that we didn't even realized it. It's damn hard to go through such tormenting turmoil in life yet these are some inevitable events that we just all have to be prepared of and just be willing to accept. Hope you receive the loving presence of God wherever you are we love you and we'll sure miss you! Labels: brat9girl, death, jc alzaga, Lolo Tino, pampanga
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Monday, November 23, 2009 2:35 AM
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 This is Daul Kim, a 20 year old South Korean top model who has modelled for the cream of haute couture houses including Chanel, Dries van Noten and Alexander McQueen and was a regular on catwalks in New York, Milan and Paris. Last November 19, Thursday, of this current year, she was found dead on her apartment in Paris. Investigators readily ruled the cause of her death to be suicide as she was hanging on her apartment when found. She used to manage a private blog which was entitled I Like To Fork Myself wherein she unveils her true emotions and sentiments 'bout work and much about life. Here, she was able to divulge how fed up she had become with work. How disappointed she was with the monotony of her life and how she gruelingly has to meet the demands and pressures of the modeling world. In one of her articles, she admitted to be profoundly depressed and suffocatingly lonely. Quoted from her site "the more i gain, the more lonely it is". Much of her recent posts somewhat implied such act yet would suddenly bounce back from that dreadful depression and regain badly that zest to live. On the contrary, depression had really been that so hard for her to bear. So she then just opted to succumb to it. Needless to say, money, fame, nor power really couldn't make anyone fulfilled or complete. And it would never serve any essence to achieving such a fruitful life.  R.I.P Kim Daul May 31, 1989 - November 19, 2009 Labels: brat9girl, chanel, daul kim, jc alzaga, kim daul, model, rip, south korean
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Thursday, November 19, 2009 5:54 PM
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Ever felt you want to give up on love? I recently just did. Just a couple of days ago, I was already on the verge of letting go for I got really fed up and was just so tired of everything. I somehow felt that nothing is actually falling into place. All efforts ending up being rubbish. Thus, there was not even a single reason for me to stay. With that note, I've got no other choice but to move out of such an unhealthy relationship before it sucks all the good out in me. Yet it's impeccably easier said than done. So much is left to be sacrificed. And the bulk of it would certainly go to the old heartily fun-filled bittersweet memories. How could anyone possibly let go or even forget those such significantly cherished facets of life? It may be damn hard but if it's what life asks you to do, then just push yourself to whole-heartedly embark on it. That would be way better than hold onto and believe in something only you could perceive as true and worth fighting for. If you think you've already done your part and you've undeniably exerted your utmost best, then just leave it all up to fate. Don't ever tire yourself with someone who never sees your worth nor with someone who doesn't appreciate your presence in their lives. Love was made to work both ways. It was never meant to be shouldered by one. Surprisingly, everytime I make up my mind and garner an ample strength to finally break out from a suffocating relationship, there's always something that would suddenly come up which would often convince me not to let go of my hold. And would then realize that everything is still within our control. That we just overlooked and misinterpreted things. And that all we needed to salvage the relationship was to get each other really engrossed to preserving the harmonious bond that we had nurtured all these years. oftentimes we condemn it more so abhor it yet it's way better getting ounces of it than feel nothing at all. Labels: brat9girl, fight for, give up, jc alzaga, love, pain
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Tuesday, November 17, 2009 2:55 PM
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 Here's one of them. How irresistibly cute..!    Labels: baby booboo, brat9girl, jc alzaga, rottweiler, rottweiler puppies
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Sunday, November 15, 2009 9:16 PM
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If you went all the way here just to check if I'd be posting anything 'bout Pacman, then certainly I would just end up disappointing you. No! Never would I have that interest to passionately write anything 'bout him. That's a bunch of crap! I'm definitely no hater but I'm just being myself. And I dare to be different. This whole day was just prevalently unhandy. Gawd! Just felt damn sick the whole day. Apparently, it was what I got for only having 3 hours of sleep. And that was from 5am till 8am. Darn! Wonder what prolly kept me up? Then let me direct you to that scenario I was just in last night. So it was a Saturday. The night was sure still young. I've learned a party was going on in one of our neighbors' and they were really tripping around. A karaoke was being played and all of them were really singing drunk on the top of their voices. The hell! We could only annoyingly eavesdrop as we sorely wish it would soon just END! I was then still doin' some stuff over the laptop. Think that was already around 1am. On the verge of the polishing and furnishing my thingy and thereafter was just about to hit the sack.. When all of a sudden.. The karaoke just stopped. Lashing vulgar words and insulting criticisms soon echoed just around the vicinity. In no time, shattering beer bottles, glasses, plates and anything else imaginable soon surfaced into thin air. Thus, that wild party just turned into some outrageous chaos. Rocks were being thrown that got us really alarmed. We then immediately called out the authorities to take immediate action on this. Devastatingly, the authorities only arrived when the riot had already somehow subsided. Ampf! Why do the Police always have to get to the scene when the commotion is already done?! I so thought that scenario was only being portrayed in most of the old Tagalog movies, where FPJ, Rudy Fernandez or even Robin Padilla would star in, just for some comic relief yet you'd really feel they're annoyingly stupid when it does happen in real life. Talk about Antipolo Police, they really can't keep up to the 5min respondence of the prominent neighbor city's Marikina Police. Could you just imagine what hell could have befallen if those crazy people got really way up their temper and just did worse tauntings?! Crap! These are the times when I really get to miss my dad. SO MUCH! I couldn't help but exhale through words "kung nandito lang si Papa hindi mangyayari yan". Sure the riot would not have gone this far if he really was here. Not because he'd knock them all out or not because his the best street fighter in his own will. But because he's a Colonel. A prestigious and prominent Philippine Constabulary Highway Patroller and the Chief of Traffic in Marikina City during the stint of his service. So certainly, things wouldn't have gone really out of hand if he's just here. I badly miss you! Be our angel and continuously love and protect us the way you promised you would Like how you told us "Kahit patay na ako, babangon ako pag may nanarantado sa inyo!" Labels: brat9girl, Colonel Domingo Abrera Alzaga, jc alzaga, Papa, sick
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Saturday, November 14, 2009 8:57 PM
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 pitch-black point-blank unsure of what's beyond sight uncertain of where it might lead by heart i embrace the fullness of its trace subtly diffusing my soul to unite with its grace Labels: brat9girl, jc alzaga, pitch-black, point-blank
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Thursday, November 12, 2009 4:43 PM
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Being the Twitter addict that I am now is just unutterably devastating to finally figure out that Globe's free gprs service for its subscribers is now completely shutdown! Now I'll never be able to access Twitter Mobile from my phone. Argh.. And as of my researches from the web, almost all Opera Mini's are now unable to browse through any gprs system. Gaawd.. It's really depressing! About a couple of weeks ago, Twitter was that so handy that I could literally bring it everywhere. If you may have been following my account there, you would see that I had even sent tweets from my phone when I was actually at SM North Edsa Skydome for an event. That was Sketchers Streetdance competition. And it was really a hell of fun! You could easily air out thoughts, voice out sudden emotions with just a simple click. Plus, I don't really need to stay long infront of the laptop and drastically strain my eyes just to be able to update.. Any of you willing enough to help me out on this? Please don't hesitate to share your tips and tricks if you really are able to access http://m.twitter.com from your phone. All the help would much be appreciated. Thanks guys! Labels: brat9girl, gprs, jc alzaga, twitter, twitter mobile
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Tuesday, November 10, 2009 6:22 PM
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I remember an X annoyingly disbelieving me for having said that I've been in relationships for like 4 or 5 times before actually committing with him. He was really that arrogant and was that looking so high upon himself. Well yeah, he may had like 15 exceptionally beautiful young Xs but that doesn't rationalize a whooping self-worth! Because if it did, then why does his relationships just end up as a FAILURE?! Being able to collect that much Xs does not give a good compliment at all.. Apparently, that's more of an INSULT! Thus, it only proves he still can barely find a relationship where he could really fit in nor did he already found that girl who'd be flexible enough to deal with every mischief he'll have himself in. Sure some girls are fond of the "Bad Guy" temperament yet they would soon step back the moment they realize they've already had enough! If I had been single for the past year and 9 months now, it was clearly a CHOICE. I've learned a great deal of maturity from those relationships way back. That though you had already put your heart and soul on the line, the other person could still be that inconsiderate and just brutally break you apart. Of course I wouldn't get myself into such a scenario. Not again! For I'm no longer the naive girl you used to know. Amidst such inevitable realities of life, they totally did not pave way for a sudden change of heart. I still and will always love passionately like the first time. Nevertheless, I'd just make sure I'd pour it out to the one that's right. Labels: brat9girl, jc alzaga, relationships, x
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Sunday, November 8, 2009 8:06 PM
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I just have to post this for everyone's sake.. Who among you here got an account in Twitter? I know much of us do. So for all those concerned, please do read on so as you won't get to commit the same mistake that I just had.. On a day like this, you would typically find me wasting my whole boring day over the net just to kill ennui. As such, i had 3 tabs opened on my browser with the following sites: (1)Twitter (2)Facebook and (3)Yahoo! Mail.. Everything was mundane till I hovered my mouse and clicked a specific link which was published by one of the accounts I was actually following. It then brought me to this site TweeterSpeed. As you get directed to the site, you'd see boxes asking for your Twitter account's username and password.. Since I got this link from Ms. Angel Locsin herself and as stated in her post she had already tried it and that it worked, I easily got intrigued and thought to give it a try. As soon as I logged in, I tried to check my Twitter account simultaneously. And poof! 174 freakin' accounts whom I personally don't know have already been added to my followings.. And it eventually bloats every minute! As contrary to what the site claims that you'd increase your followers, ironically with this bot you'd just swell up your own followings! Thus my Twitter Account was turned into one hell of rubbish! Everything was a wreck! The thought of closing it down had already entered my mind but I just can't push myself to do it. As previously discussed in the post prior to this, Twitter has already been something I've learned to like and even love for the past weeks.. It would really be bad if I'd have to let go of something I effortlessly enjoy everyday. So heads up! I just need to get through this. In all fairness to Angel, I commend her purity of heart for taking the bulk of responsibility amidst such catastrophic moreso chaotic mishap. She personally helped me out with this ill-fated incident that I had to deal with. Apparently, she also got jeopardized by this particular site. She didn't know that when she logged in TweeterSpeed, the bot had AUTOMATICALLY posted the link onto her Twitter account that readily spilled much trouble on most of her followers. On a lighter note, if there's one thing I'd ever be cherishing from this TweeterSpeed incident I got myself in, it would be the opportunity to get to know Angel Locsin. Haleer! It's not everyday that one gets to talk with an Angel Locsin. Thus, I'm liking her now more than ever! Labels: angel locsin, brat9girl, jc alzaga, tweeterspeed, twitter
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Wednesday, November 4, 2009 6:31 PM
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Whenever I don't get to update my site with new posts.. It's all because of one thing. The MicroBlogging site widely known as Twitter. I'm kinda newbie with it yet. I've had it not more than a month but I'm actually liking it. There I get to post whatever runs on my mind at a particular moment. It doesn't require me to outpour my intelligent juices to come up with a good one. It only takes a 140 character simple yet precise input for an essentially accurate output. And for minutes after minutes.. I could readily update. With no fuzz at all. No new happenings for me yet. Still with and by the same old me.. The one that usually gets her day done over the internet. Killing time over FB and with the newest addition, Twitter. I could hang up my laptop for a whole day on FB and get really engrossed with much of its games.. As such, I have accounts in Barn Buddy, Restaurant City, Country Story, My Aquarium and my newest discovery, Crazy Planets. It's really super addictive. Even though these games are more for the kiddies, it still satisfies the child in me. I couldn't even imagine a day without going over these accounts. Life would just be so dull! Just a couple of minutes ago, my bro had let me watch a clip on YouTube.. Ever heard of a stop motion vid? This is an example. It was actually made by my bro's friends. And I'd be more than happy to share it with you. I should say it's not an ordinary stop motion vid for it would really wreck your heart out! Enjoy! Camera: Nikon D90 Good Job!  APPLAUSE!  Labels: brat9girl, eavitugjr, jc alzaga, stop motion vid
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