I've got so many things to write yet I feel that there's something hindering me from doing so. If you guys may had noticed, I've not updated my post here since the 23rd of march.. if I'm not mistaken though. Anyways, goin' back. A lot of things had already gone through my life from that day on. Yet I failed to disclose them here for I was thinkin' just to savour the moment, live each day as it actually pass, and just enjoy every bit of what life has yet to bring.

But now.. they just boiled down to NOTHING. All those good things I had, sweet moments I definitely cherised had all gone to nowhere. If you may ask me why.. My answer would still be certain.. Just because life wasn't really made to be fair for all of us. I now share the same sentiments with some of yours. Of course, that would be with the presumption that probably in some point of your life, you may had also experienced such a thing.

Let's list them down..

~being fooled

~being used

~being abused

That's just life.. If you guys would permit me to say so. It was not made as perfect as we all want it to be. You may be fighting for something you value more than your life yet no matter how hard you may try to win that battle, you find yourself at the losing end. And from there, you may want to ask yourself.. Was this the one I really fought for? Why did I want this so hard that I even laid my life on the line when in the end, this would just cause me misery? Do I honestly deserve all this?

Life's really eccentric. Unexplainable. You may be so happy now.. who knows? You'd eventually shed ounces and ounces of tears from that same thing or person who even made some parts of your life worth living..